Rollercoaster of a Day

I feel like I have been on a roller coaster today and didn't know if i wanted to get off or stay on. I woke up to email from my husband telling me the changes ahead which I know it will be fine. The deployment itself is a roller coaster. I know it hard not to stress and worry when you get emails telling you change ahead. Steal dealing with issues that happened over the weekend don't have a clue where they are headed and I am scared to death i feel like i am a good mom. I got up and started in on my diet and my walking so proud to start out the day that way. Then as I'm on the plato of the roller coaster things start going south. Someone I hold very dear to my heart we had a disagreement. Some things maybe i shouldn't have said but I was upset. I was an emotional wreck after getting off the phone I think i had a good cry for about 2 hours and i don't mean i cried i literally had huge alligator tears i finally broke with everything the morning was handing me i couldn't take it any more. I was hoping my hubby would call to some what brighten my day but didn't happen. The afternoon started my uphill climb of the roller coaster I had to go get some stuff done so that I could go over and meet some ladies from the 615th. Got the kids from school finished getting ready I was pretty much running behind all day long. I got to hang out with some of the ladies from the 615th I have to say I truly enjoyed myself first time in the past week. I am truly grateful i got the invite. I know they probably are think I'm never inviting that weird lady tomorrow. Now I'm on my down hill to end this roller coaster I am exhausted and extremely sad. I am sad the thing went the way they did today. I am to tired to workout tonight. I am missing my hubby like crazy but i have to say I am officially one week down. I get to see these 3 wonderful kids every day and they are bound and determined to put a smile on my face everyday this is what i live for.