Friends far and wide

I don't know why but today I woke up in such a funk. I am sad but way to busy to be sad. I know my hubby is gone for a whole year and I know I am going to make it through this a stronger person. I guess today I feel so alone with everything going on. Oh how I wished my bestie Jen wasn't in Fort Campbell wished she was here with me she would know how to cheer me up. She could bring her kids over to entertain my kids and we could have our long talks about nothing really. We could watch our shows together cook together do crafts together clean together and even shop together. When we are together we are inseparable. I miss you Jen. I would even love my friend Katee to be here. How we could have another twilight marathon. Sit here and say nothing and that would be okay with both of us. We could drive around with no destination in sight but of coarse I would have to let her drive. A friendship that one that is hard to explain. How I wished I had a friendship with someone here like I do these two. Living here for a year now I am a type of person that is shy and very timid around new people very hard for me to make friends. I remember going through grade school I had like one best friend. I know these two are only a phone call away and I could call them at any time but how I wish they were here right now. How I wished more than that this year was already over with. I guess since so much went on this weekend and so much more that is happening this week I am just an emotional hot mess. Now to get up brush myself off and get my big girl panties on time to start my busy crazy week. But first I love ya Jen and Katee