So Peyton woke today in a terrible mood I know he is missing his daddy tons. He was such a turd all day long doesnt help that John called yesterday but Peyton wouldn't get on the phone. So it proably been a week and half since he has talked to his daddy. Its so hard when they are so young to fully understand where daddy is and why he hasnt came home yet. All Dax talks about when daddy comes home this when daddy comes home that at least he some what understand how long he will be gone for. Trisha is so emotional about daddy not being here. I can tell its full swing of missing daddy for all of them. They are starting to sleep with me more and more especially Dax them waking up in the middle of the night happens every night now. Maybe its wrong of me to say I get angry I have to do this on my own sometime I am angry my kids have to go through this. Then about 30 minutes later I am over it. I have my moments of angry cause I miss him tons I miss hearing from him. Last deployment I heard from him so much more than we do now and he had internet so we got to video chat pretty often. With him moving around so much I just dont think its worth him getting internet til he is one place for awhile. I know he is working tons and I know he misses us. I just know we all miss him so much and cant wait til he is back home.
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